Your blog is very nice!) Your photos is very interesting!))
Since 12 to 18 years old I wanted to be a maiko very much! But i'm not japanese.
And I want to say you: God waiting you, He can and want forgive all your sins!!
He want to give you a new life! Hell-it's reality!
See it testimony of Ien on japanese! it very interesting!! http://www.aglimpseofeternity.org/ians-testimony/japanese/
God bless you!
どうも ありがとう ございます！！